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Jul. 1st, 2008 11:18 pmok, so in a way I posted about this before:
http://varjosusi.livejournal.com/200594.html
the watched feeling feels worse. I'm posting via phone because the room the computer is in has too many windows.
and im not the only one. brother has had same feelings. so has a cousin. she, her husband and newwborn stayed in room im currently in. she constantly felt watched at night, and swears she saw a dark shape move to near her baby, then disappear.
im alone in the house for almost a week. kinda desperate. kinda want to do a cleansing of some sort but, a) I don't have a clue as to how to, b) im completely broke, c) everything I see online mentions incense, which isn't allowed in house due to grandma's allergies.
the other thing I wonder about, is if its not location based, but following me. I've never been afraid of the dark, hell, can't sleep if its not dark, but at night outside I sometimes feel watched. not always, but I remember it in texas, and a few other places. and then other times (such as SCA events I feel just fine.
either way, its starting to seriously affect me.
as I said in my previous post: I may be agnostic* on the whole god thing, but not one bit on spirits/ghosts/whatever.
okay, so I have asatruar leanings. but just enough to state that if I did believe something, it would be that.
http://varjosusi.livejournal.com/200594.html
the watched feeling feels worse. I'm posting via phone because the room the computer is in has too many windows.
and im not the only one. brother has had same feelings. so has a cousin. she, her husband and newwborn stayed in room im currently in. she constantly felt watched at night, and swears she saw a dark shape move to near her baby, then disappear.
im alone in the house for almost a week. kinda desperate. kinda want to do a cleansing of some sort but, a) I don't have a clue as to how to, b) im completely broke, c) everything I see online mentions incense, which isn't allowed in house due to grandma's allergies.
the other thing I wonder about, is if its not location based, but following me. I've never been afraid of the dark, hell, can't sleep if its not dark, but at night outside I sometimes feel watched. not always, but I remember it in texas, and a few other places. and then other times (such as SCA events I feel just fine.
either way, its starting to seriously affect me.
as I said in my previous post: I may be agnostic* on the whole god thing, but not one bit on spirits/ghosts/whatever.
okay, so I have asatruar leanings. but just enough to state that if I did believe something, it would be that.
